Heart Break Her: A Steamy Rock Star Romance (Enemy Muse Book 1) by Eva Simmons

Author:Eva Simmons [Simmons, Eva]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: anonymous
Published: 2023-01-05T16:00:00+00:00

19

Sebastian

I get the feeling Cassie is avoiding me. Not that I blame her.

What the fuck was I thinking, kissing her after the show last night?

Did I actually believe it could change anything? That it wasn’t going to throw me knee deep in a mud pit of emotion? Dirt sticking in every crevice with no way to get clean again.

I can’t get her out of my head, the way her body melted in my hands when our lips connected.

The first night we were together I was so high and drunk that half of what I experienced didn’t feel real at all. I was suspended halfway between heaven and hell, and she was the angel weighing my justice.

But last night… I felt everything.

She stood at the edge of the stage during the concert with glassy eyes, and for once, instead of closing them while she listened to our songs, she kept them fixed on me. Even when I was looking out at the audience, I felt her watching from the side of the stage.

Absorbing.

She was soaking up my soul with every lyric.

The moment our set ended, I could think of nothing else but having her.

But as quickly as the kiss started, something rooted deeper pulled me away. Because I know it’s selfish for me to want her like I do, and it’s not fair for me to pretend otherwise.

Only now, I’m finding it increasingly difficult to remember why it matters. We fit together like puzzle pieces. I’m not sure if it’s the grief talking or something more, but when I’m with her, the holes in me fill up again.

God, she has me so fucked in the head that even banging a groupie wouldn’t get her off my mind.

Last night I had one lined up, she was hot in her itty-bitty dress that clung to her tits. She even followed me to my hotel room and tried to wedge her way in. But standing there, looking in her desperate eyes, all I wanted to do was go to bed. Because she wasn’t the woman my body was craving.

Fuck.

If this is Myth handing out payback from beyond the grave, then well played. The first girl I’m unable to resist is the one I shouldn’t touch.

I turn on my phone and scroll through my photos until I find what I’m looking for, stopping at a series of dark pictures of a night sky that don’t really show much of anything. I remember the night they were taken. Myth and I were lying on top of the tour bus, blazing, and I was pissed off from a trip to see my mom. She all but accused me of being a carbon copy of my father before canceling dinner to go out on a date.

Myth just laid there and listened to me rant. He was high as fuck and laughed at things that weren’t even funny.

After I finished bitching about my family, Myth rambled on about some warrior in the sky watching over us. He pointed to different stars, naming them, talking about them.

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